Take Care Of Your Number One Player

I have been writing, it’s just that I haven’t published any of them yet.

Busy out there f***ing shit up.

Mostly in my relationships.

I think my work stats are good.

My spiritual stats are lagging behind.

My physical health stats are in shambles.

I’m busy now seeing how far I can stretch and play around with my relationship stats.

I’m thinking of making new friends, it’s just that I cannot misrepresent myself, for the sake of gaining points with them.

I’m going to be as open as my offline personality is. And whoever bites, bites.

I think I’m too old to be playing make believe so I can be liked.

I just need to take better care of myself, that way I can attract better things in my life.

Like my Twitter crush for example, who inspired me to finally update this blog on our birthday month.

It’s not all gloom and doom.

Self care is essential.

You should try it too.

I love you.

Please forgive me.

I’m sorry.

Thank you.

~ Musa

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“Dead Or Alive, You Are Coming With Me.”

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Been having a lot of pent up anger of late.

It compounds.

Lack of sleep.

Haven’t been reading a good book for almost a week now.

Missing out on my daily meditations.

Haven’t been rewriting my goals.

Not been listening to motivational audios.

Skipping motivational & educational videos.

It’s been months since I’ve been visualizing my success.

I haven’t been exercising as much as I did.

Been poorly taking my vitamins and supplements.

All things happening daily, gradually, to a point where I feel exhausted physically and mentally.

Dropping my emotional intelligence.

I’m in the business of where losing your cool would cost you your job.

That love and hate relationship of being concerned of losing the job you hate.

Where now I incorrectly blame others for my lack of self mastery.

You attract what you are.

Happiness is an inside job.

Won’t happen overnight, but you can change your direction overnight.

The rest is just consistency on your part.

Change begins when you take 100% responsibility of what’s happening around you.

To you.

Through you.

~ Musa

You Are What You Accept

4694342-Jay-Z-Quote-Don-t-ever-go-with-the-flow-Be-the-flowYou teach people how you would like to be treated, by how you react to what they say or do.

Either by acceptance of what they do to you or by you reprimanding them.

To correct someone on how you would like to be treated, I believe, comes from raising your standards.

Low standards allows them to continue “taking advantage” of you, while raising them educates them on how you would like to be treated.

It takes courage to put yourself first.

It takes courage futhi to “equip” people on how you like to be treated, in order for them to bring out the best in you.

It’s a win-win.

Reminds me of how I cringe when people organize events at the last minute and expect me to participate.

9 times out of 10 I don’t. If I do, it is with a closed heart.

Give me time to think it over in my mind as a typical melancholy. Don’t pull a sanguine move on me and expect to me to be jolly about it.

But then again I’m an introvert, so being “out there” drains my energy, at times.

I’m just at a point in my life, with all that’s happening, where I cannot “go with the flow” that goes against my core values.

Living a lie is tiring.

There is power outside your comfort zone.

~ Musa

You Need to Be Ok With Yourself First Before Everything Else Can Be Ok

I’m sorry.

Please forgive.

Thank you.

I love you.

These words are part of a sacred Hawaiian Prayer written about in Dr. Hew Len’s & Dr. Joe Vitale’s Zero Limits

It is said that when you repeatedly say these words they some how clean away hurt, pain, negativity in your life.

What?

Just saying a few words “cleans” away negativity in your life?

No.

The cleaning happens within you.

Since you attract everything in your life, it only makes sense that you are the result of everything in your life.

So anything that needs healing in the world means the healing should be within yourself solely.

And once you heal yourself then the world heals.

It might not make logical sense to you.

But it makes complete spiritual sense.

As soon as you get your hands on Zero Limits I’m sure you’ll get what I mean.

I’m sorry.

Please forgive.

Thank you.

I love you.

~ Musawenkosi Tshoaele

PS: When you get the chance, check out their website that “cleans” as you view it over @ http://www.zerolimits.info/

It’s Like A Movie…


…With the sound of lack and limitation screeching in the background

Characters falling in an out of dramas on queue

And still the storyline is maintained

Although the main character fails to realize it

As usual

As if everyone else knows and they keep on gossiping about why the main character hasn’t figured it out yet

“Maybe next week,” they whisper to one another when the camera is not
looking.

“Maybe next week they producer will finally tell the director to tell the writer to include maybe include the lost brother in the script who was separated at birth to come as a teacher and finally tell the main character what the moral
of the story is.”

Even though producer, director, scriptwriter, editor, cameraman and actor all go by the same name.

(c) Musawenkosi Tshoaele

If The Soul Were To Scream


If the soul were to scream it would be to the sound of bone crushing.

If the soul were to scream it would be to the sound of the body being ripped apart from the inside-out with the invisible claws of freedom.

If the soul were to scream it would be to the sound of birth giving.

If the soul were to scream it would be to the sound of a quitened mind that thinks of no thoughts.

If the soul were to scream it would be to sound of love that comes in the form of evil.

If the soul were to scream it would be to the sound of gun fire.

If souls were to scream it would be to the sound of competing.

If souls were to scream it would be to the sound of revenge.

If souls were to scream it would be to the sound of the ego.

If souls were to scream human ears would only hear laughter.

If souls were to scream we would cover it up with loud music and people.

If souls were to scream one would hear that she can never hope to attain that for which she seeks unless she becomes it.

If souls were to scream one will see that ultimate power lies in services to man, which is services to God, which is
service to self. Service to All.

If souls were to scream it would be to the sound of a dead end/ of the road/ less travelled.

If souls were to scream it would be to the sound of conformity.

If souls were to scream it would be to the sound of limitation.

If the soul were to scream it would be through making others feel how abundant we are due to how connecting we way by making the other feel what I feel…the only way our souls communicate with us not knowing is through feeling, for “feelings are the language of our souls.”

(c) Musawenkosi Tshoaele