Blaming It On The Full Moon

It was on a night like this. Full moon and all. Think I was waist high. Full-Moon-e1406929374981

Another fight between my parents. Sister too young to notice.

It bled out to the street. I guess the house was too small.

She’s was so Orlando, managing to throw in some licks of her own.

In the background I was hearing a voice, it sounded foreign, of someone reprimanding my dad and my mom.

That’s when I realized it was my voice. So loud, it felt wrong. To be raising my voice like that to my parents?

Mom had sister wrapped around her back with a small blanket.

But what got me was how clear the night was, outside

So clear from the light from the moon. So clear it was as if God had Her stage light on. Just for us.

I too was smacked around as well for obeying my mother when she asked me to follow her with her wanting to leave.

Heck, she was leaving. Taking evening taxi’s my aunt’s place maybe…

Never got to ask.

Mixed emotions.

Happy mom is away. But sad that she’s gone.

I wouldn’t come back if I was her.

But I want her back.

Dad managed to rip my sister from mom’s back.

Was sis’ crying?

Maybe, but this memory is not about her, it’s about me.

Why the fuck am I witnessing this.

It can’t be real.

Was smacked back reality because I endangered myself by being on road and not safe on the pavement.

But it’s not my fault I’m outside so late this evening, dude

But I’ll take it.

I’ve been taking it. For a while now so… whatever.

But why are you doing this in front of my sister?

We’re back home now.

Mom’s not here though so we’re back in the house now.

Awkward silence now.

Sister on his knee trying to quiet her.

Don’t quite down baby.

This is an outrage.

Why you calming down now?

You going to betray me as well?

Wants from with the women in my life?

Women are trash.

What now.

It’s still light out.

Sister be sleeping now.

So it’s time for bed as well.

My heart fuming. Keeping me warm from the cool breeze that was outside.

Feeling hollow.

Playing the blame game. Blame my mother. Blame my father. Blame my sister. And blaming it on the full moon.

~ Musa

“Don’t Die With Your Music Still In You” ~ @DrWayneWDyer

Just a bit bummed about the passing of the good Dr Wanye Dyer.

But after counseling with my #joy @Phetheni we came to the understanding that he played his part in this world.

And it’s up to us to pay forward his teachings to leave where ever we are better than how we found it.

“Change the way you look at things and the things you look at change.” – Wayne Dyer

I love you.

Thank you.

– Musawenkosi Tshoaele

Most Are Temporary Lessons Are Eternal

What I have noticed in life is that if whatever you are focusing now is not making you happy, then some way, some how you pull in more of the things that will make you even more unhappy.

So your current situation is a temporary one…depending on what you focus on.

But sometimes it’s not easy.

Especially when all that you can think about is how shitty things are for you.

So turn your focus to one sole goal of you thinking of that one better feeling thought…

What can you tell yourself or what can you think about that will take your focus away from how bad things are, to how better things can be for you.

Seek for that better feeling thought.

And then another one.

And another one.

Until you become almost indifferent about your current temporary challenges because you are focusing all your attention and actions to improving it.

I love you.

I’m sorry.

Please forgive me.

Thank you.

~ Musawenkosi Tshoaele

The 5 Step System to Getting You What You Want!!

Yesterday I forget to suggest you get one of the best goal achieving systems you can ever get for yourself.

I wonder if you’ve seen me referring to it before…

It’s by Dr. Joe Vitale?

What’s the deal with this success program by one of the teachers from The Secret you ask?

It’s based on the 5 easy steps system to creating wealth and success in your life from one of his books The Attractor Factor – See Amazon.com for more details.

You can see all of the powerful 5 steps when you Click Here!

Once you have downloaded the recordings they will go into more in-depth details about these amazing steps, revealing to you more secrets of the happiness and success that the majority of us aren’t aware of.

On top of it all, you can have these recordings playing over and over and over again in the background at your convenience while doing something else if you like.

“Repetition is the mother of all learning.”
~ Anthony Robbins

I thought this was a brilliant way to bring to life the New Year’s resolutions (or goals for the year) your declared for yourself at the beginning of the year…you still remember those don’t you?

What better way for you to stay COMMITTED to your goals than to have a daily “coach” with you, for you to “consult” anytime and anywhere for YOUR convenience.

“A teacher teaches but a great coach is forever.” ~
Phil Knight

How many times have you stopped going at your goals because you lacked the motivation and inspiration to keep the momentum going?

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I love you.

Thank you.

~ Musawenkosi Tshoaele

“Leave Your Baggage Behind” by Dr John Demartini

Dr John Demartini wrote on Facebook:

“Many people walk through their lives dragging their emotional baggage because of a misperceived past and events they have never appreciated and loved.

Just in case you’re carrying any unnecessary loads, I encourage you to do this one thing now.

Make a list of every single thing in your life that you resent, or anything you have not loved, anything you think you made a mistake on, whatever you think you could have done ‘better.’

Then go through those items, one by one, and ask yourself:

How did it serve me?

How did it serve others?

Respond to these two questions again and again, until you discover the benefits of these actions and events, and see the balance, the order, and the gifts resulting from them in your life and in the lives of others.

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I love you.

Thank you.

Happy Holidays!

Merry Christmas!

~ Musawenkosi Tshoaele

5 Ways to Overcome Unmotivated Mornings

#1. Go for a jog.

#2. Read the Bible.

#3. Eat Breakfast.

#4. Meditate.

#5. Write out & read your Top 10 Goals

I love you.

Thank you.

~ Musawenkosi Tshoaele