Looking over my blog for inspiration.
Wanted to write about something fresh.
Life experiences work best.
I then remembered that I have been affirming BS over the past few days.
Finished reading my book.
So I’m left with my own thinking, with no forward thinking concepts to rival them.
So I resorted to what I had already with me.
Positive affirmation to the Invisible Supply to give me strength & the courage to free me from the quicksand I have thrown myself in.
Created by the negative thinking I have been over thinking.
And God answered.
Not in the bush-on-fire kind of way.
She usually more subtle than that.
To me anyways.
Something I have forgetten with all the attention I have giving the outside world.
With me having my hand been bitten from over extending my compassion to others, but giving none to myself.
Through those silent, emo prayers I was repeating to myself manifested a call from my guardian angel, in the form of a coworker.
Someone I draw strength from because she’s such a freaking inspiration.
She managed to do settle all her debts.
No matter how painful it was, with her having to sacfrice her looks for a brighter financial future.
She also managed to raise her standards.
Asking more from herself because of how much value she now sees in herself.
S*** like that, makes people frkn beautiful.
I live for moments like those.
Spending time with people who are were I want to be or aspiring to reach that level.
She came to fetch my ass for a much needed free lift to work & back in her new car.
She never seems to disappoint.
Coming from a dark past to be excelling the way she is, makes me feel like a whimp for complaining as much as I am.
It lifted my spirit.
I needed that.
What I’m trying to say is that She answers in a various, unexpected ways that we miss.
Song lyrics heard over the radio.
Statements said in passing.
She doesn’t shout from the rooftops.
God answers in whisphers.