The BS Story You Keep Telling Yourself…

I just realized something, I’m 35 and I don’t have a pension fund.

This was a result of me jumping from one company to another.

Yes, it’s my fault.

Leaving permanent, 4 year government job I had in favor of fulltime stock trading, was a very risky move.

That stunt came back to bite me in the ass, when that venture failed.

Mainly because I did not initially find someone who was already succeeding in what I wanted to do.

And modelling their success habits that will allow me to be as successful.

Mentorship, would have this most very lucrative for me.

I had to go to corporate world with zero pension fund, bouncing from one pension fund-less job to another.

This was due to the kind of temporary jobs I’ve been getting.

Temps jobs don’t come pension benefits.

Now because I’ve been relying on a company to determine my future financial security, I’m left caught with my dick in my hand.

I’ve been relying on other people to provide a level of security that they themselves aren’t aware of.

There’s no power there.

That part of my life has been titled as one of my greatest failure.

But I’ve now found that it’s one of my greatest successes.

Because of the lessons it has taught me.

More of a warning.

That you are leaving yourself too exposed if you success depends on someone else’s decision.

Your chances of success will tilt in your favour when you take 100% ownership of your level of success in your life.81x2aSRQqGL

Saying that anyone or any institution is the reason behind why you’re not getting ahead in life, is a bullshit story you keep telling yourself.

So much so that you believe it.

And because of your belief, this has become your reality.

Just because things are dire for now, does not mean I’m f***ed for life.

Especially when books by Anthony Robbins paint a different picture of my possible future.

~ Musa

The Importance of Contrast

It’s important to expose yourself to contrast.

I’m speaking in terms of minding not to over expose your brain to negative sh**.

Too much of that would have you thinking the whole world going to hell.

With the Internet customizing your search results based on your preference, social media just reaffirms your set of beliefs.

Whether they are valid or not.

So watch more positive stuff.

Read more inspiring stuff.

Like more uplifting posts.

Reshare more motivational shandis.

Manipulate the system in your favor.

Acknowledge the shit show you might be in, but lean in more to the life enriching ideology.

Especially when you realize what’s truly important in your life.

Beautifully explained in the movie I was chatting about with my sister, About Time.

~ Musa

Just Peachy….

I was on Facebook with it’s FB memories reminders.

That seems to be the only thing I update on Facebook, come to think of it.

Meaning next year I will be reminded about the memories FB reminded me of today.

Nothing new under the sun.

Went emo couple of days back with the blog I published.

That day sucked, but I’ve had worse.

The morning sex usually helps with improving my mood.

But my partner in crime was not available for the joint venture so I turned to food. I was out of beer.

Self gratification gives me minimal pleasure. Not as satisfying as the excitement I get in conquering the female body into orgasm…I digress.

So I took baby girl to daycare in the morning.

Did the dishes.

Took a nap.

Bathed and headed for work.

I took the time I spent offline focusing on what’s going right, even though the world is on fire around me.

Reminds me of that hell scene when John Constantine went for a quick peek in that Constantine movie.

Things could be better, yes, but bitching about them won’t change them much.

Sometimes the discomfort you are experiencing now is nudging you forward, not backward.

Busy praying for deliverance from your current unhappiness but you’re not happy with the process it takes for your prayer to be answered.

S*** will always hit the fan. Even more so when change is coming.

Think it’s a matter of riding it out. But to always keep your eyes on the price.

That’s why goals are important.

Without them, what’s the point of living?

~ Musa

“Dead Or Alive, You Are Coming With Me.”

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Been having a lot of pent up anger of late.

It compounds.

Lack of sleep.

Haven’t been reading a good book for almost a week now.

Missing out on my daily meditations.

Haven’t been rewriting my goals.

Not been listening to motivational audios.

Skipping motivational & educational videos.

It’s been months since I’ve been visualizing my success.

I haven’t been exercising as much as I did.

Been poorly taking my vitamins and supplements.

All things happening daily, gradually, to a point where I feel exhausted physically and mentally.

Dropping my emotional intelligence.

I’m in the business of where losing your cool would cost you your job.

That love and hate relationship of being concerned of losing the job you hate.

Where now I incorrectly blame others for my lack of self mastery.

You attract what you are.

Happiness is an inside job.

Won’t happen overnight, but you can change your direction overnight.

The rest is just consistency on your part.

Change begins when you take 100% responsibility of what’s happening around you.

To you.

Through you.

~ Musa

Hell Is An Experience

Carracci-PurgatoryI’m thinking that sometimes we need to pray when things are going right too.

Like right now, as I’m thankful to God that my little girl is healthy and getting stronger by the day.

Almost a month ago she was in hospital being treated for the pneumonia she picked up at creche we think.

It’s a public hospital that means we were kicked out around 7pm and allowed in back in at 7am.

It felt shitty leaving her behind, oxygen mask on, drip in arm, with her feeling sickly.

There was no better time to go to God with her paining like she was.

So, eventually, when the weight of it all brought me to my knees, I started praying.

Not a lofty prayer but a detailed, heartfelt prayer of gratitude.

Being thankful of what I already have and being thankful of what I wanted to see, in terms of a healthy baby that’s being discharged and back home with us.

And I continued spending most of my day being grateful of that truth.

My truth.

A prayer God answered.

Remembering Her in the bad times only to forget or take Her for granted in the good times.

Beka manje, I’m spending my off day with my Beasty and I’m not thanking God for that.

While in this physical life I see hell and heaven as an experience.

Not a destination.

And the further away from God the closer I am to experiencing situations that feel hellish.

But with continuous association and communication with Her I will be guided out of those hell experiences into heavenly ones.

Like the one I’m having now.

And I’m grateful for them.

I’m sorry.

Please forgive me.

Thank you.

I love you.

~ Musa

The Fixer

B33rFzqCYAIREuFSometimes when the road ahead looks very dark, anxiety levels go up.

That’s when I come to you God to help shed some light.

But if the road I’m taking vele has no street lights then I’m relieved knowing that you are by my side.

I’m taking this knee with this post because I’m also in dire need so my ancestors need to be also involved in this prayer.

Because without them I would be here, and without You they wouldn’t have been.

I light my candles and incense with this update in gratitude of what I already have.

Thank you for our business.

Thank you for our jobs.

Thank you for the shelter you are providing us.

Thank you for the water and lights that we sometimes take for granted.

Thank you for the food we eat.

Our perfect health and the rich relationships we have.

Thank you for the clothes on our backs.

And the large amounts of income that come to us through various sources, with increasing frequency.

All praise goes to you God.

I am bound to make flops along the way.

I just want to thank you for softening the falls.

Thank you for giving me the courage to fail forward.

Because there is no learning without falling. And I need to learn so I can grow to be my better self.

Continue guiding us through to our better self.

Yours in gratitude,

Amen

You’ll Find There’s A Science To This…

science-albert-einstein-formulas-mathematics-physicsI found this to be true when going over my vision board.

Whenever I achieve or receive something on my board I replace with something else.

While tracking the things I’ve attracted.

Just need to be more gutsy with the things I put on there I guess.

So be careful of the repetitive thought images you put in your head.

You might end up making them come true.

You keep thinking what you are thinking, don’t be surprised on the receiving.

It’s as natural a law as gravity.

So use that to your advantage.

There are tools out there that allow you to practice self suggestions.

But it goes deeper than that, especially when emotions are involved.

It’s like what Denzil Washington said about how you attract more of what you feel, than what you think.

I sometimes forget this, that’s why I write blogs like these to remind me.

There’s a science to attraction.

I love you.

I’m sorry.

Please forgive me.

Thank you.

~ Musa

A System That Pays YOU!

So my journey begins once again.

The plan is to use the money I spend for on my expenses to build an asset.

Allowing me to use what I have already to set me up for life.

Maybe even breakeven with my operating costs by mid-April at the latest.

I must rather use this current job as pool of wealth that will allow me to create my wealth.

That way at the end of the day I will have something that I own, instead of feeling stuck in the Rat Race of getting up,

going to work,

getting paid,

and coming home.

Only to do the same the next day and the one after that… with nothing to show.

This time around I will.

Something that is mine.

Something I control.

Something that I can build once and will pay me for the rest of life.

Now that is a system I can work with.

– Musawenkosi Tshoaele

You Don’t Know What You Don’t Know

I like how @UberFacts put it:

The opposite of paranoia is “pronoia.” This is the belief that a massive conspiracy exists to help you.

Because sometimes when you look at everything around you, from your stand point, things might seems like they are not going according to plan.

That’s what YOU believe.

This is not what Life or God or the Universe, call it what you want, believes.

The Universe has like a bird’s eye view on your life.

And because you don’t have the view that the Universe has, you tend to believe that life is a constant struggle for you.

When it turns out that this is just a temporary process that you need to go through so that you can reach the good that you desire at the end of what you are calling “struggle.”

Life is always set up for progress & expansion.

What a caterpillar calls death, a butterfly calls birth.

The end of night is only the beginning of day.

Winter warms up into spring.

A burning concept will crawl at your inner thoughts until you turn it into form.

That shows that Life is progressive, and since you’re part of life, You too are set up for progress in all areas of your life.

And since you cannot begin to imagine the means of how life can turn things around for you for the better, you just need to trust in the whole scheme of things.

The “scheme” in this case being a progressive one.

“Success is the progressive realization of a worthy ideal.”
~ Earl Nightingale,
author of The Strangest Secret

So at the end of it all you are living in a world that is designed for advancement & growth & success.

Sometimes things have do be hard or/and painful in order for change to happen for you.

But as you trust in the process and continue to push forward with unwavering faith, will things work out in the end.

This is when you would work WITH Life and instead of against it.

You just need to trust.

“When you have inspired thoughts, you have to trust them, you have to act on them.”
~ Dr. Joe Vitale,
Author of the Attract A New Car (Or Anything Else!) Course

I love you.

Thank you.

I’m sorry.

Please forgive me.

~ Musawenkosi Tshoaele

Aston Martin DB9 Interior ~ #AM100

Official Website www.AstonMartin.com

This symbol of opulence reminds me of a course I’m working through which you can know more about when you go to:

Based on the 5 steps detailed in Dr. Joe Vitale’s The Attractor Factor: 5 Easy Steps for Creating Wealth (Or Anything Else) from the Inside Out.

A course that comes highly recommended when you are the kind of person that wants to achieve positives things for your life right now.

You can read more about it here.

There is no physical evidence that points at me driving this car, but that’s not the point.

The idea is for me to believe in something greater than my current physical environment.

The idea is to invite myself to increase my current frequency of vibration.

The idea is for me to be tuned in, turned on and tapped in to the grander scheme of things.

Not only in material possession as in the above mentioned intent, but in all areas of my life:

» Relationships;

» Health;

» Finances.

The goal should not be the destination but the journey.

As in one of the 5 steps to get whatever you want, you must not be attached to what you want.

Because your desperation pushes what you want away.

By your continuous and repetitive belief of how good it would feel once you achieve it (what Dr. Joe Vitale as coined as Nevillizing Your Goal) is the vibration you need to be in to attract it to you and you to it.

I love you.

Thank you.

~ Musawenkosi Tshoaele